Patience is a word I don't understand

Patience is a word
I don't understand.
I don´t live my life
the way it was planned,

Anyway, there's no way
for me to go back,
I will always be
off the beaten track

I try to be good, I try to be strong,
I alway try to be the first, who comes along,
I try to see the best in every single day,
cause maybe tomorrow the good lord
will take me away

I don't care if it hurts,
I don't care what they say,
You tell me not to despair,
I do it anyway,

I am ugly I am selfish
I am bossy, I'm a bait
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater
I'm a bitch but I am great

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ungewiss :-(